I Know The Reasons You Have Had For Not Believing In Me, Says The Lord

My beloved child, I know that you haven't believed in me. I know that you have lived your own way. I know the reasons that you have had for not believing in me.

I know the feelings and the emotions that you have had, in those moments in your life when you have just started to ask that question in your mind, “Is God real?”.

My beloved child, you are chosen and not forsaken. Before I created the heavens and the earth, every day of your life was written in my book. Every single moment was laid out before a single day had passed. That's right, every one of your decisions, all your actions, how you have behaved, the decisions you have made, the choices you have made, the reason why you have lived without faith in me, the Lord your God.

I know the pride that you have lived with.

I know the pain that you have experienced.

I know that grief that you have suffered.

It is I the Lord your God that has carried you through every single one of your dark valleys.

It is I the Lord your God that has given you the strength to keep going.

It is I the Lord your God that has sustained you.

It is I the Lord your God that has put my breath in your lungs.

As you are receiving my words to you now, I am giving you the eyes to see and the ears to hear. I am lifting the veil. The scales are falling from your eyes. You are now beginning to comprehend that I the Lord your God surrendered my life on the cross for you. I shed my blood on the cross to atone for all your sins.

You have lived your life separated from me by sin. You were born with a sin nature and you live with a sin nature. You will always live with your sin nature, and your sin nature is opposed to my laws.

You have lived your life putting yourself at the centre of your life and not me the Lord your God who created you, who formed you, but my beloved child, when you come to me, when you receive me as your Lord and Saviour, when you repent, and with all your heart you confess with your tongue that I am your Lord and Saviour, there is now no condemnation for those who belong to me, who walk by my spirit and not by their flesh.

Let the tears flow, because by my Spirit I am going to be bringing you into repentance, through the conviction of the sins that you have committed, of the decisions that you have made. There is only I the Lord your God that can give you the strength to comprehend the truth of your life, the truth of your sin, the truth that you have been heading on the wide path of sin that leads to death and eternal damnation, but through you crying out to me with an open heart, with you surrendering your life to me, with you getting down onto your knees and calling out to me the Lord your God, my promise to you my beloved child, is that I am going to give you the strength to come through everything that you are going to be going through, for my plans for your life, are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.

I have called you by name from your mother's womb to be my hands and feet, to be my glory carrier, and I have put my Spirit in you, and my Spirit that is in you is greater than the spirit that is in the world.

My beloved child, have no more fear of death. I have not given you a spirit of fear, but of power, of love and of a sound mind, and as you begin to experience my unfailing love for you, as you begin to comprehend the truth of who you are, a child of God, you will see that my perfect love expels all fear.