Journalling With Jesus - The Most Luxurious Car In The World
Thank You, Jesus, for your undeserved grace.
Thank You, Jesus, for your rich mercy.
Thank You, Jesus, for your unfailing love.
Thank You, Jesus, for giving me gifts and talents which had previously allowed me to live a life of financial abundance, even though I was living in total sin.
Thank You, Jesus, that you have given me and my family a mere glimpse of Your goodness, of Your blessings, of the abundance You give people when they are living in sin are not in a personal relationship with You.
Thank You, Jesus, for the three incredibly beautiful homes that me and my family have lived in.
Thank You, Jesus, for the luxurious, top of the range cars me and my family have been blessed with in the years before you saved my life.
Thank You, Jesus, for allowing me and my family to taste and see what it means to be able to drive around in a top of the range, luxury, brand new £80,000 Land Rover Discovery.
Thank You, Jesus, for all the undeserved blessings you have given me and my family over the years.
Thank You, Jesus, for your patience during the years when I was lost in sin, putting a mask on to the world, whilst living what looked to be a picture-perfect life.
Thank You, Jesus, for showing me all those materialistic things are totally and completely worthless, when we are not yet in a personal, deepening relationship with You.
Thank You, Jesus, for humbling me.
Thank You, Jesus, for stripping away from me and for my life all the things that were unnecessary, from the day I gave my life to you.
Thank You, Jesus, for bringing me down to a place of surrender and absolute humility, time and time and time again.
Thank You, Jesus, for allowing me to truly comprehend that I am absolutely NOTHING without you.
Thank You, Jesus, for giving me the revelation that in you Lord, I live and breathe and have my entire being,
Thank You, Jesus, for giving me the revelation that my purpose on earth and the purpose for everyone apart of your body, is to be your hands and feet upon the Earth every single day.
Thank You, Jesus, for your undeserved love.
Thank You, Jesus, for your Word.
Thank You, Jesus, for every single promise that You have given me about things to come.
Thank You, Jesus, for every single promise you have already fulfilled.
Thank You, Jesus, for every single promise You are on the verge of fulfilling.
Thank you, Jesus, for teaching me patience, by your Spirit, to wait on your perfect time and not get frustrated, worried or doubtful in the waiting.
Thank you, Jesus, for using me to show Your people what it means to deny yourself, pick up your cross daily and follow You.
Thank You, Jesus, for the ministry You have trusted me to steward, Become Born-Again.
Thank You, Jesus, for every single one of Your sons and daughters that You have used in my life, both temporarily and continually, to draw me closer to You.
Thank You, Jesus, for all the gifts of your Spirit that I have been harnessing.
Thank You, Jesus, that as Your children are receiving the words that I am speaking out now, they are being filled with the Holy Spirit.
Thank You, Jesus, that many are called but few are chosen, and all your people that will be receiving these words have been chosen to become Your disciples, Your glory carriers.
Thank You, Jesus, for opening my heart, my mind, my Spirit and my soul, to being taken away by Your Spirit to experience visions and encounters which provide wisdom and revelation to Your body.
Jesus, I humbly ask You now to take me somewhere, to a vision, an experience, an encounter with You, where You give divine wisdom and revelation not just for my life, but for my brothers and sisters too.
The Dream
Jesus, you gave me dream just before you woke me, where I was sat in a top of the range, luxury, brand new Land Rover Discovery. This was the same £80,000 Land Rover Discovery that I used to drive when I was living in sin.
In the dream I was driving this car on the motorway, in the fast lane. In front of me was a top of the range luxury Range Rover. In my rear-view mirror, also in the fast lane, was another luxury executive car.
Driving quickly in the fast lane, with a luxury car in front and a luxury car behind, in the dream I found myself coming closer and closer to the car in front. I could see that there was another vehicle in front of this one too, and in my rear-view mirror I could see the luxury car behind was close to me.
I started to get concerned and worried because of how close I was coming to the car in front, and it was like I couldn't slow down. I couldn't break to keep my distance. I started to worry “What if the car in font SUDDENLY has to brake because of the car in front of it has to brake?” I would SMASH right into that car in front. I was trying to break but it's like I couldn't break. I was getting so close to the car in front, and the car behind me was so close. I was worried that if I suddenly break, the car behind me would smash right in the back of me.
I was living in absolute luxury, driving this top of the range car, yet I am right on the edge of having a catastrophic, high speed accident in the fast lane of the motorway, with other people driving top of the range, luxury cars.
The Interpretation
Jesus, when I woke from this dream, Your Spirit began to give me an interpretation of this dream. You showed me that this is how I used to be living. Whilst I was driving this £80,000 luxury executive car, I was living in the fast lane of life. To the world it appeared that I was comparable to the other “high flyers” across the world.
To people it would have looked like I had it all. There were many people that were envious and somewhat jealous of what I had, but what people didn't realise, is that whilst I was living that kind of life, I was continually living on the edge of SUDDEN disaster. A SUDDEN catastrophe. A SUDDEN family health issue. A SUDDEN financial issue with the agency I used to run. A SUDDEN catastrophe with my marriage. A SUDDEN catastrophe that would make driving round in an £80,000 luxury, top of the range Land Rover Discovery absolutely meaningless.
Thank You, Jesus, for giving me wisdom and revelation about life here on earth.
As your Word says, all those things, it is all meaningless.
Jesus, You have already placed upon my heart that You want to take me back into a luxury, top of the range, brand new car, but this time it is going to be different.
The Most Luxurious Car In The World
You have now taken me into what I can only describe as what would be the most luxurious, the most expensive vehicle anyone upon the earth could experience.
Jesus, You are driving and I am with you as a young 8 year old boy, wide-eyed, looking around in awe and wonder.
We are driving on a motorway but there are no other cars.
We are cruising along with just the faint humming of this vehicle.
As I am looking around, I am able to take in and to admire your creation Jesus.
It is absolute tranquillity.
Everywhere I look, inside the vehicle and through the windows, is Your perfect Creation. You have created it all and you are giving me this experience to give me wisdom and revelation for both me and my brothers and sisters.
My beloved son, Paul, you have tasted what it means to live a life of abundance, with financial riches that allow you to APPEAR to have it all. You have experienced luxury through where you used to live and the cars that you used to drive, that most people walking the earth will never expect to experience.
Now, the experience I am giving you in this most luxurious, most expensive vehicle, represents living your life each day in me the Lord your God, FOR IN ME YOU HAVE EVERYTHING.
Tell my people that once they give me their whole heart, once they truly deny themselves, pick up their cross daily and follow me, they will find that they have everything that they could possibly need.
In me, truly in me, your life is a life of total and utter abundance.
Your life in me, truly in me, is a life of absolute abundance.
Your life in me, truly in me, makes my children rich beyond their wildest dreams.
When you have given me your entire heart, when you are living truly to follow me on the narrow path every day, unlike people in the world denying me, you do not need to be worried of any sudden disaster. You can lie down and sleep soundly.
In me, truly in me, you have no fear, for my perfect love expels all fear.
Tell your brothers and your sisters, that as they are intentionally intimate with me, from when they wake up in the morning, their experience of life will begin being truly profound.
They will look around each day and see my creation with the eyes of awe and wonder.
They will see my hand in absolutely everything in their life.
They will feel my peace which is a gift to them that the world cannot give.
They will experience my love on a deeper and deeper level.
They will experience life with this abundance of fruit that comes from my Spirit, and they will be able to enjoy it all.
They will be able to taste and see that I the Lord your God are good.
My beloved son Paul, tell all Your brothers and sisters, it is time for them to take their hands off the wheel that is driving their life.
It is time for them to let go of the wheel and let me take over.
it is time for them to only desire for my will to come to pass in their life and not their own will.
It is time for them to lay every single thing down in their life that they have been holding on to.
My beloved son Paul, tell your brothers and sisters it is time to come to me with the humility of a little child, for then, and only then, will they truly experience my Kingdom.