Only I Know The Times You Have Been On The Brink Of Suicide, Says The Lord

My beloved child, there is only I the Lord your God, the One who created you, the One who sustains you, who knows the times when you have been on the brink of taking your own life.

It is only I that know the torment that you have been living in.

It is only I that know the inescapable prison that your mind has been in.

It is only I that know what you have experienced during your life.

It is only I that know the things that you have done in your life.

It is only I that know all the times when you have felt like giving up.

It is only I that know when you have felt completely helpless.

It is only I that know all the times that you have hit rock bottom.

My beloved child, I the Lord your God, I am for you and not against you.

I have plans for your life, and they are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.

I have been with you every single moment of your entire life.

It is I the Lord your God that brought you through those times, those moments, those experiences, where you were on the brink of taking your own life.

I knew you before you were conceived.

I created you. I knitted you together in the depth of your mother's womb, and I brought you forth on the day you were born.

Every day of your life is written in my book.

Every single moment was laid out before a single day had passed.

My beloved child, before I created anything, I planned for you to be receiving my message to you now.

I am giving you the eyes to see and ears to hear.

I am lifting the veil from you.

I am rescuing you from the deepest of waters.

I am rescuing you from all your enemies.

I am setting you free.

I am setting you apart.

My beloved child, your identity is not in your childhood experiences.

Your identity is not in what you have suffered during your life.

Your identity is not in the things that you have done to hurt others.

Your identity is not in what people have said about you.

Your identity is not in what that dark, destructive voice has tried to make you believe about yourself.

Your identity is not in your family.

Your identity is not in any friendship.

My beloved child, your identity is in me, the Lord your God, and in me alone.

Many are called but few are chosen, and I the Lord your God, I have chosen you, you haven’t chosen me.

I have chosen you to be one of my people, to be one of my disciples, to live your life worthy of the calling that you've received.

I desire that you will live your life, in spite of where you are today, you are going to live in joy and peace.

Your joy is in me.

Your peace is in me.

Your strength is in me.

I am the rock of all ages, and my hand is mighty upon you.

Through your whole life, I have demonstrated how much I love you.

You are here today receiving my message because of my undeserved grace for you, for my rich unending mercy for you, and because of my unfailing love which lasts forever.

My beloved child, there is nor height or nor depth, there is nor any other creature, not even the powers of hell can separate you from my love, my Agape love for you.

My beloved child weep.

Weep for the things that you have done during your life.

Weep for the sins you have committed.

Weep for how you have hurt other people.

I have seen it all, yet I surrendered my life on the cross to save your life.

I shed my blood on the cross so that you can be forgiven for all your sins, through your repentance and through your faith in me, by receiving me the Lord your God into your life as your Lord and saviour. For you to be willing to DENY YOURSELF, to pick up your cross DAILY and follow me.

My beloved child, as you have been receiving my message, I have been pouring my Spirit into you.

I have been destroying the chains to your past.

I have been destroying that which was set up against you, in an attempt to lead you to take your own life.

I am the one that gives you life.

My beloved child, your help comes from me, the Creator of the heavens and the earth. I have put my Spirit into you, and greater is the Spirit that is in you than the spirit that is in the world.

My beloved child, all the tribulation that you have been through in your life, all the trials, all the tests, all the trauma… all these things you will see are going to become a part of your testimony.

You are going to be testifying about my grace, my mercy, my unfailing love, my miracle healing powers.

Have no fear.

I have not given you a spirit of fear, but of power, of love and of a sound mind.

My beloved child, what I am also doing by my Spirit, as you are receiving my words now, I am taking out of you your heart of stone. Your unresponsive, stubborn heart of stone, and I the Lord your God are giving you a new, tender, responsive heart of flesh.

Your new heart of flesh hasn't been hurt.

It hasn't suffered trauma.

It hasn't gone through tribulation.

It hasn't experienced sorrows.

Your new heart of flesh is tender and is responsive, and with your new heart of flesh you can love me, the Lord your God, with all your heart, with all your mind, with all your soul, with all your body and you can begin to love your neighbour as yourself.

My beloved child, come to me.

Give me all of your unforgiveness.

Surrender completely to me.

Give me your heart.

Surrender your life to me, for I have chosen you to be one of my disciples walking the earth.

Lean not on your own understanding. My ways are higher than your ways.

My beloved child, by my Spirit, I am now giving you my mind.

My peace is a gift to you that the world cannot give you.

Peace, be still.

Peace, be still.

Peace, be still.

My peace, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your heart and your mind in me, Christ Jesus.