I know You Have Been Living In An Inescapable Prison Of Your Mind, Says The Lord
My beloved child, there is only I the Lord your God that know the prison that your mind has been in.
There is only I the Lord your God that know how much you have struggled with dealing with that voice in your head.
I created you.
I formed you.
I knitted you together in the depths of your mother's womb, and I brought you forth on the day you were born.
I love you.
I love you more than you can possibly comprehend.
I love you so much that I surrendered my life on the cross to save your life.
I shed my blood on the cross so that you can be forgiven for all the sins that you have committed during your life.
For many years, you have been tormented by that voice in your head. Sometimes that voice has felt relentless, and other times that voice has gone silent.
I know every single night when you have woken up in the middle of the night, and that voice has started to torment you.
You have started to worry.
You have started to question.
You have started to doubt.
You have started to feel fearful.
I know every single night where you haven't been able to go back to sleep because that voice has been tormenting you.
I know how that voice has led you to say things and do things which you later regretted.
No matter what you have tried to do during your life, you have never been able to silence that voice for good.
You have had times where you have felt okay.
You have had times when you have felt happy.
You have had times when you have felt quite positive.
You have had times where you have felt like you are now moving on with your life.
Then SUDDENLY, that voice comes back.
Suddenly, that voice is filling your mind with wrong thoughts once again.
My beloved child, that voice can so often make you feel shameful and guilty for the things that you have done in your past, and that voice can make you worried about your future.
At times you have felt like giving up.
At times you have felt like you are absolutely helpless and absolutely hopeless to win that battle against that voice in your head.
No-one that has ever been in your life, and no-one that is in your life today, truly understands what you have experienced. Only I the Lord your God know when you have been so overwhelmed with that voice, that you don't want to speak to anyone, you don't want to see anyone.
You have realised that there is nothing that you can do in the world.
There is nothing medical in any way that has brought you freedom from that prison of your mind.
There have been many times when you knew what the right thing to do was, but you didn't do it.
There have been many times when you knew what is the wrong thing to do, yet you did it anyway.
You have not been able to understand yourself.
You have abused people in your life because of your words, because of your actions, because of your behaviour.
You have been living in an inescapable prison.
My beloved child, it is only I the Lord your God that know what you have been through in your life from when I brought you into the world.
It is only I the Lord your God that know how people have treated you.
It is only I the Lord your God that know what people have said to you.
You have had times in your life when you have been completely misunderstood.
You have had times in your life when you have been falsely accused.
You have had times in your life when you felt like the whole world is against you.
You have had times in your life where no matter what you say or do, you have not been able to find peace and happiness.
You have searched online to try and find help.
You have read stories of people who used to battle with their mental health, but they no longer battle.
You have looked at other people and thought “I want to live like they live.”
My beloved child, you haven't been living with my joy. You have only been able to live with temporary happiness now and again.
You haven't yet experienced my peace which surpasses all your understanding.
At times you have felt condemned that you are going to live the rest of your life as you have been doing.
I know the times when doing the unthinkable has crossed your mind.
I have seen the times when you are felt isolated from your family and friends.
So often in your life, you have put a mask on to the world. You have attempted to put a brave face on. You have attempted to smile when inside, you are in absolute turmoil.
That battle with that voice in your mind has affected your family relationships, your friendships and the work that you have done.
The relationships that you have had have been impacted negatively because of what you have been battling inside of you.
I know my beloved child that you are desperate to be free from this battle, from this prison, from this turmoil, from this voice.
I know all the times when you have been just so desperate to feel at peace.
I know that you have got to a place where you feel like you will always have this battle, that there is no escape, that there is no true freedom.
My beloved child, you are chosen and not forsaken.
My beloved child, as you have been receiving my message, I have been giving you the eyes to see and the ears to hear.
I the Lord your God have been lifting the veil.
The scales have been falling from your eyes.
You are beginning to receive the revelation of I the Lord your God and what I did for you on the cross.
You are more loved by me than you can ever possibly comprehend.
I have sustained your very existence, because of my undeserved grace, my rich mercy and my unfailing love which lasts forever.
Oh my beloved child, cry out to me.
Receive me into your life as your Lord and Saviour.
You haven't chosen me. I have chosen you.
I have you in the palm of my hand. Every day of your life is written in my book. Every single moment was laid out before a single day had passed.
Many are called but few are chosen, and you my beloved child are chosen by me to become one of my disciples.
You don't understand what I am doing in your life now, but someday you will.
It is my breath in your lungs. I sustain your very existence.
I am for you and not against you, and if I am for you, who can ever be against you?
My beloved child, that voice that you have been battling with over all those years, is the voice of the enemy, Satan, the father of lies.
My Word tells you my beloved child, that you will resist the devil and he will free from you.
My hand is mighty upon you.
You are mine.
You are fearfully and wonderfully made in my image.
Surrender to me, my beloved child.
Cry out to me. Repent of your sins, all of your sins during your life.
Repent and turn to me, and receive me as your Lord and Saviour.
I AM the King of kings. I AM the Lord of lords.
I AM the resurrection and the life.
I AM the light of the world, and my light is piercing into your entire being right now.
My light is shining into your soul, into your spirit, into your body.
The light shines in the darkness and the darkness can never extinguish it.
My beloved child, weep unlike you have ever wept before.
Come to me crying tears of remorse for the things that you have done during your life, when you have hurt other people.
Remember, I have seen it all, yet I died for you knowing all the sins that you would have committed, for I have chosen you.
I have called you by name from your mother's womb to be one of my people.
It is I the Lord your God, that as you have been receiving this message, I have been destroying the iron bars that have kept you in the prison.
I have been destroying every single chain to your past.
I have been healing your broken heart, and I am now taking out of you your heart of stone. Your heart has become a heart of stone because of every single experience of pain, of affliction, of turmoil that you have ever experienced in your life, and you have been living with a cold, stubborn heart of stone, but I the Lord your God, as I am taking out of you your heart of stone now, I am giving you a new, tender, responsive heart of flesh.
Your new heart hasn't been hurt, hasn't been abused, hasn't suffered anything from man.
Your new heart hasn't experienced what you have experienced in your life.
Your new heart is tender and responsive.
I have put my heart in you.
My beloved child, for I know the plans that I have for you. They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.
The trials that you have been through in your life, the tribulation that you have experienced, the turmoil that you have gone through on the inside of you, the inescapable prison that you have been living in, all these things are going to become part of your testimony.
I AM the one that has chosen you.
I AM the one that sustains you.
I AM the one that you can trust for the rest of your life, for I AM the Way, the Truth and the Life, and no-one can come to the Father except through me.
I AM for you and not against you.
I AM the good shepherd, and as I have been pouring my Spirit into you, from this moment going forward you will know my voice.
I will be speaking to you by my Spirit.
I will be speaking to you through my Word which is alive and active.
I will be speaking to you through worship music.
I will be speaking to you through some of my shepherds, sharing messages of wisdom and revelation.
I have given you the eyes to see and the ears to hear what my Spirit is saying.
My beloved child, I knew you before you were conceived.
Before I created the heavens and the earth, I wrote in my book that you would be receiving my message to you now.
It is my will that is going to be done in your life.
As you seek my Kingdom and my righteousness first every single morning, you will see that all else will be given on to you.
Greater is the Spirit that is in you than the spirit that is in the world.
I have not given you a spirit of fear, but of power, of love and of a sound mind, and my peace is a gift to you that the world cannot give you.
My peace, which surpasses all your understanding, will for the rest of your life guard your heart and your mind in me, Christ Jesus.