Journalling With Jesus - The Farmers Huge Hay Barn
Today was the 3rd day in a row that I intentionally spent time to be intimate with Jesus.
Here is my day 1 journalling with Jesus and day 2 journalling with Jesus.
For today I used my dictation app Otter, started to record, closed my eyes and then just waited for the Holy Spirit to begin speaking through me…
Jesus, my Lord and Saviour, I want to thank You for Your faithfulness.
Jesus, I thank You for giving me the eyes to see and ears to hear.
Thank You Jesus for putting your Spirit in me.
Thank You Jesus for taking out of me my heart of stone and giving me a new, tender, responsive heart of flesh.
Jesus, thank You for humbling me.
Jesus, thank You for all the experiences that You have given me since You saved my life, experiences which have continued to lead me closer and closer to You.
Jesus thank You for speaking to me.
Jesus, thank You for giving me the ears to hear your voice.
Jesus, thank You for the gift of faith.
Jesus, thank You for all Your promises that You have given me.
Jesus, thank You for revealing blueprints and strategies for what You are doing in my life and my entire family's life.
Jesus, thank You for sending out your Word about how, in Your perfect time, You are rescuing my entire family from sin and death.
Jesus, thank You for revealing to me that during the 12 months that my dad John Frederick Rouke is aged 77, from July 2023, THIS is the 12 months where You are fulfilling all Your promises to me about the salvation of my whole family.
Jesus, thank You for your faithfulness.
Jesus, thank You for Your miracle working powers.
Jesus, thank You.
Just, thank You, Jesus, for Your goodness, for Your grace, Your mercy, for Your wonder working powers.
Holy, Holy, Holy is Your name.
Jesus, thank You for Your angels.
Thank You Jesus for sending Your angels not just into my life but into the lives of my entire family and into the lives of everyone walking the earth today.
Thank You for Your angels.
Thank you, Jesus. Thank You, Jesus. Thank You, Jesus.
Jesus, take me now to wherever You would like to take me, to give me an experience, an encounter with You, where You are going to give me wisdom and revelation for me to share with my brothers and sisters across the earth.
The Experience, The Encounter
Jesus, You have taken me into a farmer's barn that is filled with fresh, golden hay.
I am once again a little child, eight years of age. I am once again wearing the same shorts and sandals, with my short sleeve shirt and my trendy little jumper over the shirt.
This farmers barn is HUGE.
As I am looking all around, all I see is stacks of hay, golden hay.
The aroma in this barn is beautiful, and there is sun shining through the windows of the barn. The sun is shining through and the sun is shining on different parts of the hay.
There are stacks of hay.
The way the hay is stacked, the way that you have stacked them, Jesus, is so that I can start to climb up. You have created stairs of stacks of hay.
You have created this, almost adventure playground, entirely made of hay.
My face is beaming!
Everything is glorious!
The crisp golden hay is glowing with the sun shining upon it!
I am ready to go and play! I am ready to go and discover!
Thank you, Jesus, for bringing me into this giant farmer's barn, filled with golden hay, that you have set out by this giant adventure playground.
My beloved son Paul, I have brought you here to this huge barn filled with stacks of hay, for every single blade of grass within all these stacks of hay, each blade of grass, represents my people across the earth.
My beloved son, you know about how in the world there is a saying that goes “It is like finding a needle in a haystack!”, when it is almost impossible to find what you are looking for, when you are presented with lots of something.
My beloved son Paul, I have taught you by my Spirit to be a fisher of men.
As you now go out to have fun, to explore around this huge barn, this adventure playground that I have created with steps, with tunnels, with large stacks of hay bales - this represents the ADVENTURES that I give you in your day-to-day life.
Every day, as you live your life as my hands and feet as one of my disciples, every day you see my people, you see people of all ages, you see people who I have not yet set free and those who I have set free and filled with my Spirit.
My beloved son Paul, as you continually show to the world when you testify on social media, EVERYWHERE you go, EVERY PLACE you visit, EVERYWHERE you step foot, the harvest is there with you, for I have prepared the harvest.
My beloved son Paul, tell your brothers and your sisters that as THEY are going to be my hands and feet, it is not going to be like finding a needle in a haystack, for the harvest will be all around them.
Every single day, wherever they go, wherever they step foot, there is an opportunity to share my love with my precious children.
My beloved son Paul, tell your brothers and sisters, that those who are lost, those that are living in sin, those that are in bondage, those that are in chains, those that have got addictions, those that are on drugs, those who are living in Egypt - they haven't YET had an encounter with one of my disciples.
Tell your brothers and sisters that the lost haven't yet had an encounter with YOU!
Look around! The harvest is all around!
The golden hay, the glistening golden hay because of the sun shining upon them, represents how I see my precious children who I have not YET set free.
I see them as so precious, containing something so glorious for the world to see, but they need to know that I love them.
They need to know that I am for them and not against them.
They need to know that I surrendered my life on the cross to save their life.
My lost children need YOU, my beloved son, and ALL your brothers and sisters, to go out into the harvest EVERY DAY as my hands and feet, to do my work.
I have prepared the harvest and I the Lord your God, I AM sending more workers into the field.
My glory is coming upon more and more people, just as the sun is shining upon the golden hay.
My glory is shining upon more and more and more of my people who I am transforming into my glory carriers.
Remember, everywhere you go, everywhere you set foot, every man and woman, teenager and child that you see, SEE THEM THROUGH MY EYES.
See the potential in them to become one of my disciples.
Don't dismiss ANYONE.
Don't discount ANYONE.
Don't turn your back on ANYONE.
My beloved son Paul, tell ALL your brothers and sisters, I need them to not be ashamed of the Gospel.
I need them to have no fear, for I have not given them a spirit of fear, but of power, of love and of a sound mind.
TELL EVERYONE I need you to be my hands and feet upon the earth EVERY SINGLE DAY.
Now my beloved son, Paul, GO AND PLAY!
Go and have adventurous times!
Go and discover!
Go to new places!
Go wherever my Spirit leads you!
Smile with my joy every single day!
Continue to shine light into other people's darkness.
Continue to say to people “Do you know that Jesus loves you?”
Continue to offer to pray for people.
Continue to prophesy into people's lives.
Continue to lay hands on people to see them healed by my power.
Continue to do what I have called you to do.
Continue to be my hands and feet.
Continue to be one of my glory carriers.
Continue to encourage all your brothers and sisters to live their lives worthy of the calling that they have received, for they have been called by me, the Lord your God, to be my disciples.
